Rely to Ling

Ling, this is for you - Symptoms of Depression

• You feel miserable and sad.
• You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .
• You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.
• You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.
• You feel very anxious sometimes.
• You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.
• You find it difficult to think clearly.
• You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.
• You feel a burden to others.
• You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living.
• You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.
• You feel irritable or angry more than usual.
• You feel you have no confidence.
• You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).
• You feel that life is unfair.
• You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again.
• You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams.
• You feel that life has/is 'passing you by.'
• You may have physical aches and pains which appear to have no physical cause, such as back pain.
  

It's this wealth of depression symptoms, and the broad scope that confuses many people as to what depression actually is. Explanations rarely cover all the symptoms, and everybody's experience is different.

Ling, so, what do you tink you are.

radio joke

this is funny, at least for me, juz heard from FM987... here it goes

if you see someone lettering, will u go up to him and say to him "excuese me, dusbin is there, would you kindly throw it inside?" most ppl will not do that, why? bcos he will say "if i throw this inside, will e GST go down?" hahaha~

new born, again?!

4hrs of game killing zk last night from 1030pm to 3pm+, want to vomit near e ending, again, and i do mean vomit okay, e feeling like, heachache, yet hungry like a black baby from Africa, e feeling was nv good. haizzZ~ And i miss to loot my zk helmet again!! damn. But something surpriced me was i loot 2 items!! haha, i tink at least can sell about... 40m or 50m? GOOD!

I thought i cant make it for sch in e morning, but when my hp rings, i was like, oh godsh, im awake =.= so, this is wat i thought when i woke up, i must get something to occupy my hands and my stupid little brain, music? game? books? comics? i dunno. any ideas guys?

ps: dear, even though something i nv talk to u much, but, i was nv did anything tat lets u down, and i love you. From now on i will never leave your sight.

get my hands on

suddenly i realise i must get something to fill up my hands.

do not ask me why, its not im too bored, its about my life, sick, its like a zombie eager to suck someone's blood, but no matter how much blood he sucked, he is still a zombie, e fact will nv change. face it.

FUCK

im damn pissed these days.

To Ling

Ling: i read through ur post already, and u bustard, give me one password only, what about the remaining post, do i have the right to read?

alright, here is e thing, firstly i wan to say to u is >> cant you just go get a fucking tagboard for your blog?? want to leave a shout also cant, nahbeh.!

alright, tell me wat's wrong with you exactly, u sounds no good, like body without soul.. 4 mth without having period, u sure? if really so, plz go check out doc ok, i dun wan to see babies, at least, not now.

okay, here is e ting, anyting, plz call me, quite worry about u, ok, call

truth hurts like fuck

the truth hurts, the past hurts, its diffcult to change, if u think so this way.

What u said, hurts like fuck.... and it will take time to heal....

by Lewis -

magic lost

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when e sky is down when ice start to melt when a man breaks down when you cant even kick up a leave, that's e time where magic lost

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sch, again

here i am again, in admin.

back to sch same old shit make me sick and vomit...

somebody save me

21/11/06 zakum

pt solo top right two hands

is this e real power of zk?? = ="

=Quoted from MS forum Voltex's post=

21/11/06 4hours and 20minutes. XiaoEnXin, IitiIeSnovv, IcePhoenix95 got helmet

Congratulation to the zakum helmet owners: XiaoEnXin, IitiIeSnovv(aka R0ng), IcePhoenix95.

This time we spent more than we expected during the body 2 and 3 coz both dit died before booming. And most important is we do not have any lvl 140 above pro to help. We should proud of us This time I used different style of battle during 8 arms and the result has been proved we only spent 40minutes and the 7 arms downed. I died accidently at 15% left 3rd body while loose concentration. .

Here I would like to praise 1 superb priest ROCKBUDDHA he is an excellent, determination and trustworth priest that I ever seen. I assign him pt with me which consist 1DK (myself) 1 priest and 4 range attackers. His consistant healing and dispeling won his honour, but unlucky yet once again he failed to get his helmet. Below are some SS I took during the match. Enjoy!!

new mum

OMG, this is really interesting.. i just get to know this Miss Mum. = =" why i call her miss? of course young right, e age of 25, owns a 3 years old son - ryan. Guess wat, how i know this mum Von? through maple -________-" And her lvl quite high though, when i asked her a mum yet play maple? she answered, why not..young at heart right... i was like, damn, first time know such person. All this taking place in MSN. And she still ask me to leave her a slot after she go pick up her son. oh ya, a ballet instructr she is. cool mum.

love

This is Love.

Sweet yet make you wonder.

Priest

YES!! IM LEVEL 107 E PRIEST! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *NahBeh*

sTill Maple

e thing is when i at home, its all about game to spare my time. yesterday night 11pm i was in maple zakuming again. but i heard the news saying zakum helmet 2 and 3 were already out, wtf, tat's sucks, and not fare to the players who havnt get zh, why on earth maple GM make out such thing, 2 n 3?? = ="

this time zk no good, and wasted a lot ramen, i have no $ yet have this kind of pt... sianzation~ However, my reputation in maple is already well known ^^ a Good Priest is what everyone is saying to me and im quit happy with it =) not like some players who no one wants to pt with in zk, tat's real failer.

and straight away my maple friend "oOlegonasOo" was complaining about e zh, saying he will quit it soon, very soon, and telling e rest whoever wan to play his account juz inform him. DONT LIE man! stupid, i mean u already train to lvl 131 and u wan some other players play your account? go bang a stone man. stupid ass~

fcuking tagboard

Why my stupid Tagboard always give me problem man~! ShiT

Blog is a WASTE of time

I just realise that when i really nth to do or bored to death, i will come to my blog, or other ppl's blog, or other ppl's fren'z blog and...... Ya so, isnt it a way to spare e boring time? at least for me, especially "locked" inside e IBRC~

went to dear's blog, e last post was e post before she move house
went to owen's blog, e last post was e post i read during my holiday (same old shit)
went to zenyan's blog, as usual, talk cock..................
went to daughter's blog, erm, interesting, at least her blog is e only blog i enjoy to read, even though some post are short~

I wondering life a lot these days, it's kind of suck, at least for me, for now. What if i become spiderman? = =

I dont miss my family. Tat's a problem, i have no idea why and do not ask me why. Maybe stay in Singapore alone too long and already become heartless to family? I felt a bit sorry for myself yet i do nth about it. I know they miss me, so much that i cant imagine, but im not. What's wrong with me. Im a fcuking ass man.... My life is kind of screw up, im too tired to arrenge it back to normal, i can do it if i wan, but e problem is do i want? $ is e only cause i think. Ya, what if i have $. What if im rich. I want go fcuking rob a bank now man. sh!T.

About e post down there.

errrrrr, from e moment i signed up for the cashpro down there, i nv go there before, lol, wtf~

alright, here it is about these few weeks... New sch right, suppose to be a new beginning, i mean wth, sch TEP sounds interesting but it IS NOT! Boring like fcuk~ take this week for example, i stay in side IBRC - International Business Resource Center doing admin, which means "zuo bo" at most, doing some name tag or answering calls thing. Sianzation nieh~~~