nth, purely nth to write

in e past 2 days i was pushing my brain to squzze out something to write for my blog.. my sch? my empty stomach? my sex life? my frenz? nah... just purely nothing.

watched a movie at home yesterday, i even forget the title of it, damn, but it's quite okay, not a fanfastic movie though

chat with Nigel yesterday during lunch time beside his stupid EMRS booth at North canteen while i eating and he's standing beside me due his supervisor might come and visit him anytime. It's a fun chat, about gals, about work, about life. what else? isn that e ting which guys chat about almost everytime ..

i need 2 and a half weeks more to finish this shit TEP, im counting down every single day! FUCK... the most god damn fucking stupid noob shit ting is this NYP TEP thing already, its like we as students pay e god damn expensive sch fees to work for sch??? wth is that?? If there's really a need for us to gain e working experience before our school attachment in the 3rd year as what the sch said, den why not combain the TEP and the IPP together?? So that we can concentrate on one, or even letting us to go to the real working enviornment to trail out? This whole thing is crap, i dont see what's e difference between TEP and IPP. Through TEP yes we do learn something, either relevant or not to the working experience. But my question is, is tat bit of experience really worth of having half a year in sch???? It just give me a feeling that e sch post us to replace some admin stuff so that it can save $ on labour (without mentioning of taking our sch fees at e same time). I rather chose to study more and concentrate on my IPP next year than spend this half a year in sch rotting*! It just doesn make sense.

ps: definition of rotting : some ppl slacking the whole half a year while some others bz like hell, eg. Compare BSU,ELDC with CSC and EMRS.

If one being posted to BSU and ELDC for this half a year, like some of my frenz, they slack like fuck; if one being posted to CSC and EMRS, den gd luck to him or her. Is it fair?? CSC is e sch so called "a place to learn how to pic up phone calls" ... I mean wtf, yes, u do need to know how to call and receive phone calls when in a company, but tat's not your full time job for god sick! you dun spend your whole year in a company to call ppl, unless u apply for this kind of job i got nth to say. And now for those ppl being posted to CSC, gd luck to you, u will spend your 10 weeks time inside tat phone prison to learn how to call pepole.

So e conclusion is，TEP is totally waste of time. This is not concluded by me alone, almost 98% of my frenz said so. And tat stupid personal selling too, i will write about tat noob ting next time. And don forget how fuck up is some of the supervisors.

my breakfast

Above three items are my everyday breakfast, except for the Hershey's which is for today only. Quite enjoy of the Coffee from Mac though, and that burger, i call it e Cheap Burger. But i going to have enough of it

When im full, i showed this sign to Lenn, have no idea why buttt, it's copyright.. If you are making this move, plz do not turn to your left, it could be Yang.

My dear Nigel, i know you like SM very much, especially when Lenn's in bed.

Ling's BD

Ling. Happy birthday
to you my dearest daughter. im so sorry for not able to see your bitchy face today. No matter wat u did today, i juz wish u enjoy it gal, though its a simple one? but still it's your birthday =) And i will bet my balls to remember your bd, next year.

This pic is especially for you Ling, shows how much i love you =)

relax

Im just trying to relax.. relax...

cant you people understand

i realise i've tried 8 years to be myself, till now, still trying to be. What is the true me?

suckS

lastly



i can say,




school suck,

supervisors suck,

people suck,

food suck,

lunch break suck,

...



one thing im glad

only my piggy, always there

End.

STock auditing

FUCK

i cant feel my arms and legs!!!! wahlau, i can only swing my head up and down.. like a dog

whole day of stock auditing make me sick, and i have 3 days more to go to cover up every single item in Cheers. Great. and you know what, whenever i stand up half way after a long period of bending down, i saw shadows... I just hope i won fait on some fuckers next time, if really so, i will tell him: "sorry, low sugar.."


ps: Define Stock Auditing - is to check the expire date of the product and record down the "expire in 3 mth time" ones.

Balloons? ya, e whole stage decoration was done by 4 of us (BD team), including the tupid SBM banner.

spend 1 whole day on tuesday to buy; BLOW; put up; and stick on the stage.

we were sick of the process, but e results were seem quite satisfying though.

This little tree is e one juz outside my project room's window, you have no idea how cute it is when look through e window. E trees surrounded it are all green, he e only little one has mostly yellow leaves. And with a little sunshine on him, e effects are amazing.

Sometimes u dun have to be BIG in order to stand out among e rest, you just have to be yourself, with a little special effect =)

sick

im sick these few days, continously~ have no idea what's going on with me exactly, but today appears to be a good day.

everything is fine.

juz that when i woke up, i found thousands of mosquitor bites on my body, include my fingers =.= e sick part is, piggy doesn have a single bite >.<
i suddenly realise that if i slp long enough, and wake up a little bit earlier to go sch, everything appears to be clear, i mean my mind. cos normally i wake up only 30mins b4 i go out, my brain blur like shit, forget bring this, that, and th...

shall i slp early and wake up early? nah..........

...drawing & some pics

drew it in Lenn's project room yesterday while looking at someone~

..

okok, i hear ur voice~ here is a close up:

..




**OMFG, it turns out look so alike ME~ shit.

now, it is

PATIENCE, it was not what happened to me yesterday

now, it is...

"Don't regret" she said, she always said that.

If one day e end comes, i accept it, since im such a looer. In everything.

Now im sick, really sick, fever it is. Is this the sign...

sharing my foot

What a sharing session

Totally waste my time

PATIENCE

PATIENCE

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love I lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
Then maybe all the pain will stop,
Just don't be close inside your arms tonight,
Don't be to hard on my emotions

(Chorus) Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing, Just try and have a little patience,

I really wanna start over again,
I know u wanna be my salvation,
The one that I can always depend,

I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,

Cause I need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

Yeah, have a little patience, Yeah

Cause this scar runs so deep,
It's been hard,
But I have to believe me,

Have a little patience,
Have a little patience,

Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing, just try,
and have a little patience,

Have a little patience,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing just try and have a little... patience

Rox

This is not what happened to me, however, whenever i hear it from Radio, im simply emo...

llips & hyperclockup

Im already training a new noob together with my good friend Lenn~

sin for me n dit for him

what a partner, haha

and that mad guy plan to take flexi-leave on friday to train his dit in order to catch up me =.= haha, and ask me to train for him at night too... well, glad to help him, cos i nv play a dit b4 though.

but the problem with MS is, e 4th job for hermit is like junk skills, im not sure what im training is e right choice or not, but e fact is hermit is really fun b4 4th job, that is e point, so.... guys, plz do not question me about why i made such a choice of training a sin. F3

4th Job

This is the 4th Job skills

if that comp has a hole...

If that comp in my project room has a hole, i will sure fuck it hard!

This is really sick man, it cant even show red colour! i mean, any words that are in red, it just BLIND off~ shit man. I think by end of this TEP stop-over, my eye degree will increase for another 250~ by then, my glasses will be as thick as the beer bottle base~ GREAT~! and by e time we see each other, u can even pass me ur feet for me to shake and i won even realise~

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COMPUTER

Quotations - men

With men he can be rational and unaffected, but when he has ladies to please, every feature works.

- Jane Austen (1775-1817), British novelist.

Got this through PoemHunter.com juz now, sounds quite true, or should i say, very true.

Actually,

when i get bored in e stupid freaking project room, i do bored things, disturbing msn buddies; reading poems, lyris, quotations; spend my whole god damn days reading game news ...

and now, updating my lips.

i love u piggy

my dear, one of the million reason why i love u, is ur cooking skills~

it's improving every time u cook!! ( better cook more waaaahahaha!!! >< )

dear, i nv know i will feel tat way, when i woke up this morning, without seeing ur face i miss u like crazy~ maybe not used to it, u r e one always see me leaving, when now comes e opposit way, im dying... and, i dun wan to get use to it, i felt lost

Ling: better learn from ur mama okay! i hope one day u can cook for me also, F3~ and ur birthday is coming! dun forget ur red wine as promised ^^

Eve of a New Begining

Eve of a New Beginning

People say that a smile could tell everything,

truth is, yes it does =)

Lets celebrate e new year with a new hair style (for piggy pig)

ps: Ling, anything u wan to comment? =.=