Tuesday, March 13, 2007


Fish juz spent 2.1k on a Fujitsu laptop.
but e moment after she bought it i was pissed by wat she said though, on our way back. I believe even a fren will also borrow his frenz to use his tings right, but for fish its not. After a day of work i went to meet her at suntec to choose a laptop for her, and after a serious walking, she bought it. Then, She keep on repeating e same sentence which reminds me again and again i can only use it for zakum (fighting boss in maple, game). I was simply pissed. How on earth got such sellfish people one. i replied her: i will not touch it even if u offer me to.

tat's not all. She also mentioned that, due to e 2.1k she spend, she's now officially broke. So. No more cooking, i must go out buy my food for myself and her. I got nth wrong with what she said, but e tone she said it. i mean, for all these while u cook at home, if u tink u cook cos u owe me, fine, drop it, i won even mention food to u from that moment; juz same goes with on e Christmas day itself she pissed with me using her hp to take photos, from tat moment i told her i will nv use it to take a single shoot, till now i didnt. I mean it. U not happy with me using ur tings, fine, i will nv mention it or touch it.

That's mainly about e screw up day yesterday. Juz now, i forget what on hell we talk about, we started to quarrel agian. She said for our house i dint care at all, i nv mop e floor, i nv clean e room, etc. True! For our room i din care much. But why?? cos i don even tink this is our room, or i rather say its all her room. I mean look at our room man, its all her things, ALL HER THINGS. If you can find my things more than your fingers, i cut my balls. Why i tink so? i remember when i juz move in this room to share with her, i was trying to find a small spot to put my daily things. like perfume, photo, wallet, etc. Great, i found it, juz on e small frig will do. And i happily put my things down there. Guess wat? she remove it all away after that. And she started to question me why i put there? that's not a space for you to put your things you know? After that she choose to put all her dolls on tat frig. I really got nth to say. She found out i was not happy for tat action she make, she offered me back.. I choose not to bother. For wat?! Till now i juz wan to see how much stuff she can squezz inside this room, and now she's complaining about me nv clean e room, nv take care of e house. What she can do? juz dump all her make up equipment on e computer table EVERYTIME she used. I did mention about such action to her for a few times, but did it work? u can ask her personally.

PISSED.

Yes, everytime fish have to rush me to go wash e bowls after i eat, i hate it when she do tat, i mean if its my turn, i will wash it right, juz e matter of time, after i finish play my game, or finish watching movie i will go wash e god damm bowls, but why u rush me?? for wat?? i hate tat e most. Now great, no more cooking, no more rush.

I juz feel like vomitting out, two human living together, sure there will be quarrel. These are my problems. Fish said i always only think of myself when i quarrel with her, but, does what i said make sense? or is there a reason behind when i simply pissed with her.

***What a post, previous one is about love, next is about hate.