fullstop.

my new blog: http://souls-1973.blogspot.com/

for those ppl who cared for me, should know the reason...

ling

thanx for today ling. i love you so much u have no idea how much...

pray for me ba.

simple love, ling.

e EnD.

i hope things will sort out clearly soon. i must be strong enough to take it.

baby, i love you.


Into The Ocean

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all

[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

thank you brother

Thank you brother.

For the heart-warming talk and you-know-me stories.

i really appreciate e time i spend with you tonight nigel. I found that we had so much things in common actually, so much that you are just like part of me. We talked about e things that no any other one will know, we talked about you n me. I love the moments, i love the highness, i love the feeling.. im so much appreciate what i have now..

Thank you.

Regards
again.

Big Fish

Fetched Fish's daddy yesterday 10pm from airport. E plane was late for about 30mins. As usual. Some of Fish's aunt also went over to pay him a visit~ together we went back to my house and chit chat till about 11pm+ they leaved, Fish's dad settled, and finally i'm in 'peaced'. A tired night, but her dad is much friendly though.

E ting is, so far e frenz of mine who already know Fish's father will come, all got a shock. Not simply because he juz came, but for e fact that he will stay here like... forever? and maybe her mum is e next. Before her dad reach, i still nv realise e fact, till now i truely see e picture. I have to live with him, eat with him, play my hamsters with him, who knows i may be even slp with him.

IMSTRESSEDOKAY.

Can i juz leave..

just want to run away.. from everything i have now.. run..

Timbaland - Apologize




I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

that it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah
I loved you with the a fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
I'm sorry like an angel
heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoaa ohhh...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet... off the ground...

Hey Amanda~
i came across this song during my lunch break, to me this song sounds so u right now.. so, specially to u

- Perfect

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

special post for Ling.

Ling, this post specially for u, again.


-Stop meeting ur boyfriend and start to spend more time with me bitch. Im jealous.. F3

-What's all that chinese lyrics for? are u moody or wat huh?

-Dare to tell your boifren that if he ever thinks of bully u, he dies.

ok, tat's all.

How i wish to stop the time just like. this.

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... Photo Shoot for FISH!!









And after that, is food food and more food!!

Asian Kitchen, nice place. It's been years since i last ate Xiao Long Bao. =.=

Done by Photoshop:





Created this out of nothing.

[ For myself reference ]

10 Oct 2007 post:

Firstly

Pal Bo! so guai one!! wahahahaha... fall asleep right on my hand~ ^^

Today is my pay day!!! hohohoO.. So decide to go Orchard after work with piggy dear to hunt for my leather shoe..
My exsisting one already serve me for nearly 3 years, pitty him, retirement finally...
But b4 tat neh, of course go eat la!! hahahahahaha... Every month, no matter how poor i am, die die muz eat one gd meal with dear, my rule =.=

Cafe Cartel

My dear's order:

Mine:

Big big difference =.="

Here it is! my new new new blacky walkin~
It cost me half a month's meal money =.=
Wat can i aspect after my aspectation for quality & brand goes higher and higher every year?

This is the ting i dun like, everytime i go shopping tat pig sure will get something for herself. *&%^&%&*T*&&%%$#
So, new clothes again loh, new stocking again loh, nahbeh.

This is e every-human-knows sign. Especially gals.
and and and and nice pose hoh? o.O